White Fire Affections
February 5, 2007

I deny
The truth
Of my existence
I release
My hold
And cease resistance

I pray for
Your heart
And your illusion
I hope to
At last
See through delusion

I admit
The lie
With it my dreaming
I regress
And I
Suppress my screaming

I hide ire
To soothe
White fire inflections
I desire
To hold
Such dire affections

I cannot
Grasp why
Begot I such grief
I exist
With truth
Enlist no relief 


This is Magic, This is Madness
June 17, 2007

I feel inside out
Deeper on the outside

I hear drum beats
They do not thud, they thrum

I see fairytales
Unfolding in your eyes

I taste liberty
In the touch of our lips

I feel the flames
They will be our ally

I see the earth
Struggling to keep the peace

I hear the wind
Marching away to war

I taste liberty
In the touch of our lips

This is magic, this is madness
This is war, this is peace

This is wonder like nothing else

I feel inside out
Chills on the inside

I hear drum beats
They summon me to dance

I see fairytales
All sunsets and roses

I taste liberty
In the weight of the weapon

This is magic, this is madness
This is despair, this is romance

This is terror like nothing else 


Carrying Loyalty
May 10, 2007

My friend, carry me
Open my lungs so I can fly
Give me wings to breathe
Love me beyond the day I die
Let's sing the moon from the sky

Lift, embrace, envelop me
Carry me through eternity
Lead, follow, recognize me
Give me all your loyalty

My love, hold to me
Open your arms and be my own
Give me hope to see
You don't have to sing so alone
Let's dance into the unknown

Lift, embrace, envelop me
Carry me through eternity
Lead, follow, recognize me
Give me all your loyalty

My heart, bury me
Open your doors and let joy in
Give me trust to be
The voice that lets three words begin
Let's forget the fool I've been

Lift, embrace, envelop me
Carry me through eternity
Lead, follow, recognize me
Give me all your loyalty  


Hell-Bent Ownership
March 7, 2007

I'd like to make your skin crawl,
To send sweet shivers down your spine.
I'd like to make you scream, now,
To send this message, "You are mine."

I'd like to wear you right out,
To ride you just like a machine.
I'd like to own you at night,
To drink of you like iced codeine.

I'd like to thrill you like nightmares,
To be your fear and saving grace,
To inhale metallic pain;
To sing out and make your breath race.

I'd like to be your phantom.
I would love to be your torment,
Be your succubus mistress.
On some damned relief, I'm hell-bent.