Cold Ivy August 8, 2007 Snow creeps like ivy My fingers are the trellis Frost like acupuncture To permeate the bliss Leaving me drifting, listless Lifeless Pain swells like currents My spirit is the river Break like absolution To make a chestnut splinter Give me justice, spirit Over In the depths of the organ Throbbing on the pathway Bleeding is the Bodhran Quarantined on the pavement To leave me lifeless, loveless Over What was Mine August 8, 2007 What was mine, now is not I don't smile at freedom, as I ought I just lie there still, and hope to rot What was mine, now is lost I hope he knows what his desertion cost My heartbeat stills, touched by frost What was mine, now is gone I stagger forward, on and on And seek to grieve and curse an aeon Man, cracked like china September 10, 2007 For a man, cracked like china I've wept ninety nine times For a man, cracked like china I've lost my sense and dimes Once beloved, once beloved, let me be For a man, cracked like china I've spent all of my short years For a man, cracked like china I've shed all of my tears These emtpy words Ninety nine times This empty soul These empty rhymes For a man, cracked like china The burden of my heart He says he has no worthy goal He says he doesn't fit into the greater whole For a man, cracked like china Well, I say he's sold his soul He's sold his soul and stolen mine This man, cracked like china The child of a dream deferred He weeps, and he screams, and he bleeds Through the gaping porcelain holes After the soul once sold And now my once beloved Is the greatest burden I've ever known I find myself praying for the return For a man, cracked like china Heartbreaker, soon to hang himself In the noose of his blind despair Deaf to the greatest song, ever written And now, once beloved, let me free Loose me as an Easting wind on Easter Sunday, be done with your ever-serving lover Now let your once beloved go